Sabtu, 13 Juni 2020

Cinta

Teruntuk kamu
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Orang yang membuat aku sadar bagaimana rasanya mencintai
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Terima kasih walaupun akhirnya benar aku tidak bisa memilikimu selamanya

Tetapi dari seluruh rasa sakit yg aku rasakan aku bersyukur bisa merasakan bagaimana mencintai seseorang dengan tulus sekali seumur hidupku ini tanpa kepura puraan

Hatiku berkata ya aku menyukainya, ya aku mencintainya tanpa ada rasa keraguan di hati.

Segala senyum, tawa, kebahagian yang kurasakan setiap kali melihatmu, berbicara denganmu, dan menyentuhmu terasa begitu menyentuh hatiku yg paling dalam hingga aku tidak tau dan tidak dapat menjelaskan rasa apa itu..

tanyaku, apakah memang hanya kamu yang bisa membuatku merasakan itu semua? Atau akankah aku bisa merasakan perasaan itu lagi?

Tuhan... Kau tau segalanya tentangku.. kau tahu apa yang bisa membuatku bahagia yang tidak bisa diterima oleh manusia pada umumnya.. Bila kau tahu.. aku harap aku bisa menemukan dia yang bisa menyentuh hati ini sampai ke dalam...

Jikalau tidak maka aku akan terus hidup tanpa bisa mencinta..

Teruntuk Kamu
Maafkan aku begitu mencintaimu terlalu dalam walau aku tahu kita tidak akan pernah biaa bersama


Minggu, 24 November 2019

Unseen People

Hi.. My name is Jenny

If you see me or for everyone who knows me I might look like a normal person.. Healthy and fresh.. For people who just met me and barely knows me they will never know what my problem is.. Mmmm I don't know if it's a problem, a diseases, or what..

I was born with disability called low vision.. Cause not much people knows about it so I have to explain myself over and over again.. To be honest, I'm not sure if I understand it myself.. Since I was a kid I already did so many medication going to one hospital to another hospital to find a good answer and be healed.. You know what? The answer is the same.... The doctors said that it cannot be healed and the worst part is I may not be able to see again..

Now I'm already 27 years old.. Struggling everyday to survive this life.. I know there are so many people out there who have a condition more worse than me.. But, I wanna ask you if this kinda thing happen to you what will you do? Nobody wants it.. Nobody ask for this..

Now is the reality.. How much chances that disability people have to find a job and make money to survive this life? It's only 1% especially blind people or people who have bad eyesight it would be more difficult to find a job.. So.. please.. For Indonesian government and for our beloved president, we don't ask much.. We just want this country be more aware, paying more attention, and giving us a chance and make the society and company understand so they can be more kind to us. Our life is already tough we need your consideration and some easiness to survive this life.

Thank you and im sorry if there are rude words in this blog.


Best Regards,
MJ

Rabu, 04 April 2018

Bitterness of love and hate

Well,  I don't know how to start but I just wanna share what's in my mind that made me think i'm crazy and need to be heal..  Think whatever you want cause everybody have their rights..

I actually been broken for this past few months..  Someone who I trust the most,  who I give my all with,  and who I love suddenly become a big liar and betrayer..  We've been together for seven years,  we share many things but that person made a huge disaster into my life.. This person think what this person done is helping me, but the fact is this person is really wrong..  From that moment I realize this person only use me for earning all the benefit from me..  I lost everything my time,  my money,  myself, and my family for a long time that I spent with this worthless person.  I don't know what was my relationship with this person back then but I remember clearly that we made a commitment and this person double crossed me..

It's not only that the moment I lost everything that person got everything..  So I start  questioning where's the justice?  Why i'm the only one who feel this painful situation,  why not that person?  That person is doing something terrible but that person got everything?  What the....  I'm lost,  angry,  disappointed, lonely,  upset,  got nowhere to go,  and i'm almost ending myself..  You know that word when you feel so depressed.. But I try not to..  Cause I still have the one and only reason to live is my family..  They never leave me,  they always accepting me for who I was and what i've done..  And I'm so so sorry that I left them for a several years just because of that stupid materialistic person.

I stand up slowly to get back on my feet without using a getaway..  My family there watching over me,  my best friend there  giving me a support and he always remind mo not to fall into the same mistake again..  Now that I live my past behind sometimes I just heard something from my friend that they updated about that person do in social media or what the fuck that person use..  Well i'm just giving my big smile..  Cause every single thing that person try to get are fake..  None is real cause life wasn't about living in a romantic stupid drama..  That person update this,  update that,  share this and that,  make a story that looks like everything is fine and happy..  Trust me it's all bullshit..  That person only need people attention,  that person only need a confession from others,  and that person is very thirsty of all that things..  That person will do anything to get that although that person have to hurt others.  I start to think maybe i'm not the one who need to heal cause i'm not faking anything..  That person need to be heal...

You know i'm not a religious person but I still have my faith in what I believe in as a Catholic people. And I've been away from God for a long long time but when I step on my feet to Church again for Easter Mass I feel like home.  The epic thing happen is when we renew our Baptist vow and the Father throw the water at us,  that water touched my head and suddenly I feel God touched my heart..  I feel like crying,  i feel like I'm missing Him so much..  At that time I know God is never live me i'm wrong if I questioning Him,  He never left and He always there..  I'm the only one who left Him behind..  Now I know what I need to do and i'm not lost anymore.

From all that bad experience I have confess all my fault and what I've done is wrong...  Now I'm trying to be a better person..  Not the best person but better..  Nobody's perfect..  I'm just hoping someday that person won't living behind all lies and start to accept  whatever that person are.  Cause looking at you,  i don't see happiness I only see a denial and lies..

Selasa, 18 Agustus 2015

Soccer Player Profile

Maria jenny Kristanti
4SA01/14611291

Stephan El Shaarawy

Early Life

Stephan El Shaarawy was born in the Italian province of Savona on October 27, 1992. His father was of Egyptian nationality and his mother was Italian, hence the nickname which he would later obtain as the "Il Faraone".

Genoa

El Shaarawy started his youth career with Serie A side Genoa; he was scouted at age 14. With 2 years of tough training and working his way up in the youth ranks, El Shaarawy's talents were remarkable. He was called up to the senior squad when he was only 16 years and 55 days old.
He made his debut in an away match against Chievo, coming on for ten minutes. He became the fourth youngest player in the history of Serie A. In that season he only made 3 appearances and made the bench many times.

Padova

In the season of 2010-11, Stephan El Shaarawy was loaned out to Padova who are in Serie B. During his loan time at Padova, El Shaarawy quickly emerged as a key player, leading his side to the promotion playoff finals, where they unfortunately lost to Novara. However El Shaarawy was awarded Serie B Player of the Year in 2011.

AC Milan

On June 25, 2011, Stephan El Shaarawy signed for Serie A side AC Milan. He made his debut on September 18, 2011 in an away game against Napoli in Serie A in a 3-1 defeat. Three days later, he came on for the injured Alexandre Pato and scored his first goal for the Rossoneri in a 1-1 draw against Udinese.
The first half of the season 2011-12 went very well for Stephan El Shaarawy making a total of 7 appearances, rumours spread that El Shaarawy would be sent out on loan again. After having talks with the coach they both reached a mutual decision, in which El Shaarawy would fight for his place.
It was then that his performances for Milan began to improve and have led him to becoming one of the most highly rated youngsters in Italy.
The following year, Stephan El Shaarawy signed a new five-year contract with Milan. He scored his first UEFA Champions League goal on the 3rd of October against Zenit St. Petersburg thus becoming Milan's youngest goal scorer in the competition.
He then went onto to score 2 goals against Napoli in an important league match. His form didn't stop there. Goals came in the next game against Catania scoring 2 goals with the final result ending in a 3-1 victory.
He finished the first half season as the top scorer in the Serie A with 14 goals, and was also Milan's top scorer in all competitions with 16 goals. Eventually the Italian side managed an impressive third place finish.

International Career

Stephan El Shaarawy was originally qualified to play for the Egyptian National Team, but was denied by current coach Hassan Shehata. El Shaarawy then chose to play for Italy; he started with the U-17 team where he took part at both the UEFA U-17 Euro 2009 and the FIFA U-17 World Cup.
On August 15, 2012, after years of work and progression, he finally made his senior debut for Italy in a 2-1 defeat in a friendly against England. He scored his first goal for Italy on his third appearance, which was on November 14, 2012 in a 2-1 win against France. 

This year He ended His contract with AC Milan and transfer to france league. He sign new contract with AS Monaco. 






Source : http://www.history-of-soccer.org/stephan-el-shaarawy.html

Football Player Profile

Maria jenny k
4SA01/14611291



Marco Reus

Early Life

Marco Reus was born on May 31st, 1989. He is the son of Manuela and Thomas Reus. He has two older sisters.
His parents recognized early that Marco loved to kick things. For this reason, they sent him to play soccer for PSV Dortmund when he was four years old. Two years later the Bundesliga giant, Borussia Dortmund, contacted his parents.
He started playing for Dortmund and continued until he was 16. At this time he was told to leave the club as he could not keep up with the standard of play for the team.
Reus then moved to Rot-Weiss Ahlen. In the 2008/09 season, he played his first year as a professional player in the third highest German league and found success. Borussia Mönchengladbach saw his potential and gave him a four-year contract.

Borussia Mönchengladbach

Gladbach paid about $1 million for Reus. He scored his first goal in the Bundesliga on August 28, 2009, having to make a 50 meter run to score!
After several good years, however, Gladbach started struggling again in the 2010/11 season. Nevertheless he scored a goal toward the end of the season that kept Gladbach in the Bundesliga.
The next season would be completely different, not only for Gladbach but also for Reus himself. Reus scored 18 goals in the 2011/12 season and was a key factor for Gladbach placing 4th in the Bundesliga!
In his contract extension in 2010, Reus has had a release clause for $18 million. This clause enabled Borussia Dortmund to sign their former youth player in the summer of 2012.

Borussia Dortmund

Reus had offers from several big European teams including German record champion, Bayern Munich, but he decided to go "home".
Dortmund is the club he loves and he never wanted to leave. Reus signed a five-year contract. His start was amazing. He scored twice in Dortmund's first round match in the German cup against Oberneuland. He also scored one goal in his first Bundesliga game for Dortmund when they beat Werder Bremen 2:1.



Source :http://www.history-of-soccer.org/marco-reus.html

Intro

Sketch Band / Sketsa Band



This is my band.. We're just a simple ordinary group of people who try to enjoy our life with music. Maybe one day we'll be famous, but I know we're still far from that word :D

I'll introduce the member of my band
Guitarist : Abdul Qadir Zailani (Oding)
Bassist : Zikriansyah (Zikri)
Drummer : Luqman Mustofa (Luqman)
Vocalist : Maria Jenny K. (It's me)

For now our activities are covering song some of them are japanese song, we also in progress to write a song so we have our own single. The Genre of this band is Pop Rock.

Anyway I just want to introduce my band, so someone will now if we are exist..  Nobody is perfect and keep respect each other. Peace!

Written By : Maria Jenny Kristanti
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Review Movie

Meria Jenny Kristanti
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We're The Millers

This movie was released on august 2013. Directed by Rawson Marshall Thurber.  I know this isn't a new movie but I would like to tell you this is an interesting movie to watch. For everyone who haven't watch this movie, this movie is so recommended.

Jason Sudeikis as David Clark / David Miller, a drug dealer who forms the Millers

Jennifer Aniston as Sarah "Rose" O'Reilly / Sarah Miller, a middle-aged stripper hired by David to pose as his wife.

Emma Roberts as Casey Matthis / Casey Miller, a runaway and thief hired by David to pose as his teenage daughter.

Will Poulter as Kenny Rossmore / Kenny Miller, David's 18-year-old neighbor posing as his son.

Review
David is a small drug deller. One day he had been roobed because of trying to save casey. His money lost and he had much trouble with his boss. To solve all problem with his boss he agreed to  smuggle marijuana from mexico.. So he created a fake family and he can get the marijuana and cross to mexico using his fake family and they pretend to have a vacation together so no one will get suspicious with david. So much trouble happen in their trip, they have  a conflict too. But there's a comedy inside this movie and I think the comedy so funny it can make you laugh and laugh.. so entertaining. . 

Thank you for reading this. I recommended this to you guys. Wathc the full movie and I guess you'll agree with me about this movie.. Thank you very much. 




Source : Wikipedia Free encyclopedy

Me and You

Writen by : Maria Jenny Kristanti



The first time I saw you is the the best moment in my life
Eye to eye, seing each other in the parking lot
Beautiful smile, you're perfect in every way
You're the best thing that ever happen to me

The day goes by it's all about you
I've never felt this way together with you
So baby let's share it forevet

Me and you were meant to be together
There's nothing can change our destiny
Me and you were match together
There's nothing can separate us
Yes baby me and you, me and you...
We're belong together.

We built the best moment in our life
And I believe God has a great plan for us
This happiness will always be with us
So baby stay by my side, cause we're strong together

I promise you I'll never let you down
I promise I'll stand by you're my dear
Cause I believe we'll be together forever

Me and you were meant to be together
There's nothing can change our destiny
Me and you we are match together
There's nothing can separate us
Yes baby me and you, me and you...
We're belong together.

Me amd you....
Me and you....
Me and you....
We're belong together. ..


Writen By : Maria jenny Kristanti

Selasa, 23 Juni 2015

TUGAS 4 SOFTSKILL 8



APPLE WATCH IS BECOMING MORE LIKE THE WRIST COMPUTER YOU WANTED
 

 Apple Watch apps will become much quicker in coming months, thanks to developer tools that allow native apps to run on the Watch itself, Apple announced today at its WWDC conference in San Francisco, California. The company also announced new Watch faces, direct Wi-Fi connection to trusted networks, and a new Nightstand mode.

“This is how we felt when we launched the app store,” Apple CEO Tim Cook said, referring to the updates for WatchOS.

The new WatchOS will most notably provide an overhaul of the SDK (software development kit), letting developers take far more control of Watch features, like its microphone and Activity app. Developers will also be able to create apps that run natively on the Watch, speeding up load times for local information like pictures and calendar information. Tech chatter has noted that there hasn't really been a killer app for the Watch yet, although that might change now that developers have far greater control over their software.

A mainstay of the Watch, fitness apps, will now be able to run natively instead of relying on the iPhone, and third-party fitness apps can count for Watch users' (addictive) daily activity rings.Watch users will appreciate new Watch faces joining the current lineup: a photo watch face, a photo album watch face, and a set of time lapse photos taken by Apple in major cities around the world.

The photo watch face will let users display a single photo, while the album face will cycle through a selected album of photos each time the watch screen is activated. The new time lapse watch face will show a short, pre-photographed loop from a time lapse of a major city of your choosing, loosely based on the current time. Developers will also now be allowed to create their own complications for their apps, the small widgets displayed on watch faces.

Apple minimized one of the device's weaknesses, needing to charge every night, by adding a Nightstand feature that displays the time and utilizes the Watch's physical buttons to stop alarms and act as a snooze button.
And in tandem with improving Apple Maps, the Maps Watch app will have upgraded turn-by-turn directions and public transportation information. Users will also be able to add different set of Friends wheels, the Watch shortcut for selecting contacts.

There was also a brief mention during the WWDC keynote of the Watch using trusted Wi-Fi networks to directly transfer data on native apps.
Before now, a majority of Watch apps processed data on the user’s iPhone, which was then sent over Bluetooth to display on the Watch.
Initial reviews of the Watch found that third-party apps were slow to load, but Apple hopes to rectify that criticism with this native SDK.
The Apple Watch, released to the public April 24, sold an estimated 957,000 units in preorder, according to Slice Intelligence, an e-retail analysis firm.

http://www.popsci.com/apple-announces-faster-watch-apps-new-features-wwdc


Translated by Google Translate
APPLE JAM IS MENJADI LEBIH SEPERTI WRIST KOMPUTER ANDA WANTED
Apps apel Watch akan menjadi jauh lebih cepat dalam beberapa bulan mendatang, berkat alat pengembang yang memungkinkan aplikasi asli untuk berjalan pada jam tangan sendiri, Apple mengumumkan hari ini di konferensi WWDC di San Francisco, California. Perusahaan juga mengumumkan wajah Perhiasan baru, koneksi Wi-Fi langsung ke jaringan terpercaya, dan mode Nightstand baru.

"Ini adalah bagaimana kita merasa ketika kami meluncurkan toko aplikasi," kata CEO Apple Tim Cook, mengacu pada update untuk WatchOS.

The WatchOS baru akan terutama memberikan perbaikan dari SDK (software development kit), membiarkan pengembang mengambil kendali jauh lebih pada fitur jam tangan, seperti pada mikrofon dan Kegiatan app. Pengembang juga akan dapat membuat aplikasi yang berjalan secara native pada jam tangan, mempersingkat waktu untuk informasi lokal seperti gambar dan informasi kalender. Teknologi obrolan telah mencatat bahwa telah benar-benar menjadi aplikasi pembunuh untuk Perhiasan belum, meskipun itu mungkin berubah sekarang bahwa pengembang memiliki kontrol lebih besar atas software mereka.

Sebuah andalan Watch, aplikasi kebugaran, sekarang akan dapat berjalan secara native bukan mengandalkan iPhone, dan aplikasi kebugaran pihak ketiga dapat menghitung untuk Perhiasan pengguna (adiktif) aktivitas sehari-hari pengguna rings.Watch akan menghargai Perhiasan baru menghadapi bergabung lineup saat ini: menonton foto wajah, wajah menonton album foto, dan satu set waktu foto yang diambil selang oleh Apple di kota-kota besar di seluruh dunia.

Menonton foto wajah akan membiarkan pengguna menampilkan satu foto, sementara album wajah akan siklus melalui album yang dipilih foto setiap kali layar menonton diaktifkan. Muka arloji selang waktu baru akan menunjukkan singkat, lingkaran pra-difoto dari selang waktu dari kota besar yang Anda pilih, longgar didasarkan pada waktu saat ini. Pengembang juga sekarang diizinkan untuk membuat komplikasi mereka sendiri untuk aplikasi mereka, widget kecil yang ditampilkan pada wajah menonton.

Apel diminimalkan salah satu kelemahan perangkat, perlu untuk mengisi setiap malam, dengan menambahkan fitur Nightstand yang menampilkan waktu dan memanfaatkan tombol fisik Watch untuk menghentikan alarm dan bertindak sebagai tombol snooze.
Dan seiring dengan peningkatan Apel Maps, aplikasi Maps Perhiasan akan ditingkatkan turn-by-turn arah dan informasi transportasi umum. Pengguna juga akan dapat menambahkan yang berbeda Friends roda, Watch shortcut untuk memilih kontak.

Ada juga yang menyebutkan singkat selama WWDC keynote Watch menggunakan jaringan Wi-Fi dipercaya untuk langsung mentransfer data pada aplikasi asli.
Sebelum sekarang, mayoritas aplikasi Perhiasan diproses data pada iPhone pengguna, yang kemudian dikirim melalui Bluetooth untuk menampilkan pada Watch.
Ulasan awal Watch menemukan bahwa aplikasi pihak ketiga yang lambat untuk memuat, tetapi Apple berharap untuk memperbaiki bahwa kritik dengan SDK asli ini.
Apple Watch, dirilis ke publik tanggal 24 April dijual sekitar 957.000 unit di preorder, menurut Iris Intelligence, sebuah perusahaan analisis e-retail.

Translated by Me
Jam tangan Apel menjadi lebih seperti jam tangan komputer yang anda inginkan
Applikasi jam tangan Apple akan menjadi jauh lebih cepat di bulan-bulan depan , terima kasih untuk pengembang peralatan yang memungkinkan asli apps untuk dijalankan di menonton itu sendiri , apple mengumumkan hari ini di titik wwdc konferensi di san francisco , california . Perseroan juga mengumumkan baru menonton wajah , langsung kaitan dengan jaringan wi-fi yang dipercaya , dan sebuah nightstand mode baru .
ini adalah bagaimana kita merasa ketika kita meluncurkan buku app store , kata ceo tim memasak  apel , ia merujuk kepada penyerahan update untuk watchos . ~
Watchos yang baru akan memberikan perbaikan yang paling terkenal dari SDK (pengembangan piranti lunak kit) membiarkan para pengembang mengambil kendali melihat fitur yang jauh lebih , seperti mikrofon dan yang mengendalikan aktivitas . Pengembang juga akan mampu menciptakan apps yang menjalankan dari awal berhasil, mempercepat waktu khusus untuk memuat informasi daerah seperti gambar dan informasi kalender . Obrolan teknologi ini belum ada yang pernah mencatat telah terjadi pada killer app untuk jam tangan tetapi , meskipun itu mungkin mengubah sekarang bahwa pengembang memiliki kontrol atas perangkat lunak mereka jauh lebih besar .
Andalan dari sebuah jam tangan , aplikasi kebugaran, sekarang akan mampu menjalankan dan bukan mengandalkan dari awal hasil pada iphone , dan kebugaran dapat menghitung aplikasi pihak ketiga untuk pengguna jam tangan ' ( adiktif ) rings. Jam tangan menghargai kegiatan sehari-hari para pemirsa akan melihat wajah baru yang tergabung dalam lineup saat ini ialah melihat foto wajah , sebuah album foto wajah jam tangan , dan selang waktu dari satu set foto yang diambil oleh apple di kota-kota besar di seluruh dunia .
Foto itu melihat wajah akan membiarkan pengguna menampilkan foto satu , sedangkan album akan menghadapi siklus melalui sebuah album foto yang dipilih setiap kali layar jam tangan diaktifkan . Selang waktu jam tangan yang baru akan menunjukkan wajah yang pendek , loop pre-photographed dari selang waktu dari anda memilih sebuah kota besar , longgar didasarkan pada waktu saat ini . Sekarang pengembang juga akan mendapat kesempatan untuk menciptakan komplikasi untuk aplikasi mereka sendiri , widget kecil pada jam tangan yang ditempelkan di wajah .
Apple diminimalisir salah satu kelemahan alat ini , perlu biaya setiap malam , dengan menambahkan sebuah nightstand fitur yang menampilkan waktu dan jam tangan ini memanfaatkan tombol fisik untuk menghentikan alarm dan bertindak sebagai tombol snooze . Dan beriringan dengan peningkatan apple peta , aplikasi peta yang menonton akan mendapatkan arah turn-by-turn meningkatkan kualitas informasi dan transportasi umum . Pengguna juga akan mampu menambahkan berbagai set roda sahabat , jam tangan untuk memilih jalan pintas kontak .

Ada juga menyebutkan singkat selama wwdc keynote menggunakan jaringan wi-fi yang dipercaya untuk jam tangan secara langsung mentransfer data asli di aplikasi . Sebelum sekarang , sebagian besar aplikasi melihat data matang pada pengguna iphone’s , yang kemudian disampaikan di atas untuk menampilkan bluetooth pada jam ini . Ulasan yang menonton dari awal menemukan bahwa aplikasi pihak ketiga yang lambat untuk memuat , tapi apple berharap untuk memperbaiki kritik yang asli dengan sdk ini . Apple melihat , dirilis ke publik 24 april 24 , dijual sekitar 957,000 unit di preorder , iris sesuai dengan kecerdasan , sebuah perusahaan analisis e-retail