Hard to Say Goodbye

I've never feel so alone 
Since you left me 
my life feel disarray
everything fall to pieces 


I couldn't accept the fact
that you already gone
I still feel you around me 
why I can't forget you?


Please, why you always be my shadow 
you never think about me, why should I?
I guess my brain is already broken, because of you. . . 


Chorus : 
Thought you're still with me but you don't 
thought we will be together, and that's wrong 
it's hard to say goodbye to everything 
it's hard to say goodbye to our memories 
looks like you kill me slowly 


day by day I feel worse 
with this pain wounded me
how can I forget you?
if you still around me


I wanna hate you, but I can't 
you're the only person who brought this pain 
I wanna make you disappear from my memory
memories of you is just a pain for me.






Writen By : Maria Jenny Kristanti (M.J.)

Because of You

righ here walking through the rain
so cold so lost so empty
everything just a lie 
nothing I could believe 
this life is such a pain 


I'm all alone 
I feel so desperate 
just walking with nowhere to go 
try to find myself 
try to find the meaning of this life


then I see the light, it's you
standing right in front of me


Chorus : You  show me the way to face the truth 
              You give me a power to face this life 
              so I could stand up from the fear
              everything just because of you 
              because of you I feel so alive 


there's a light in my heart
everytime you smile at me 
you can clear my mind
everytime you look at me 
please stay next to me 


Promise you one thing that I never hurt you
Wanna make you smile because your smile is my happiness 








Writen By : Maria Jenny Kristanti (M.J.)

Properties of Advertisment

1. Public presentation, narmely advertising allows each person to receive the same orders of products in the commercials
2. Pervasiveness, the same advertising messages can be repeated to establish the receipt of information.
3. Amplified expresiveness, which is able to dramatize the company's advertisements and proxucts through images and sound to shake the  the audience
4. Impersonality, which is forcing the audience to pay attention and respond to it, becuase it is a helpful communication


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my oxygen

that face is always in my mind
that smile is always in my head 
everytime I see you 
the more I need you here with me 


can't stop thinking about you
can't forget your sweet smile 
I want to hold you close
I want to embrace you, dear 


something turn me up, it helps me to breath 
stay close to me and please don't go 


chorus : 
'cause your the one I trust
and you're the one I believe 
when I'm with you everything so clear and fresh 
feels like an oxygen fill my body 
I can breath and feel so alive 
stay by my side 'cause I need you right now 


the time that we spent together 
is the moment I treasure 
I like everything about you 
you give me the oxygen to breath


the way you smile at me 
the way you look at me 
the way you spoke to me 
that's my oxygen


so please stay like this. you're my oxygen, my oxygen, my oxygen.
help me through the day, keep me breathing, my oxygen for my life is you..... 






writen by : Maria Jenny Kristanti (M.J.) 

Japanese festival

Japanese festival is an interesting event that I always attend. why is so interesting for me? Because there are so many new things that we don't know. Sometimes when we there we can feel the atmosphere like we were in Japan. Use the imagination for it and you can enjoy it. I always dream if someday I can go to Japan then I want to visit Tokyo the capital city of Japan. I like the culture and also the people. Smart and cool.


Now I want to tell you about many things that we can see or enjoy when we attend this event. Japanese Festival is usually held in a university or if the event is big it usually held in a famous place in Jakarta or other city. It usually show us about the culture of Japan, about the food, the tradition, the sport, band, and cosplay. (costume Player). Now I will explain one by one.


Japanese Culture
For many people, the mention of japanese culture conjours up images of weird masks and extravagantly made up actors twirling red umbrellas on a stage and elegant, Kimono-clad ladies demurely pouring cup of tea in tranquil cherry-blossomed. Well, even today you can experience all that kind of stuff if you know where to look.


The Japanese performing arts have made some unique contributions to world culture :

• Natsuki theater (kabuki)
• Noh Theater 
• Bunraku - Puppet theater
• Geisha
• Musical instrument 

The quiter and more  contemplative arts have developed followings world-wild

• Sado - Tea ceremony
• Kodo - The Way of Incense 
• Ikebana - flower arranging 
• Ukiyoe - Woodblock Prints 
• Bonsai - Miniature trees
• Origami - paper folding 
• Classical Literature
• Modern Literature

Japanese royalty has a history dating back many centuries

• Imperial family

Many cultural events fill out the annual calendar, with something in every season

• Annual Festivals 
• Annual holidays
• four seasons
• Hanami : Cherry-blossom viewing

Japanese costume is unique, differing greatly even from those of other Asian

• Kimono
• Footwear 

Japanese food, Sushi in particular, is popular around the world and renowned for its health benefits

• Noodles : Udon, soba and ramen 
• Seafood and meat : Yakiniku, gyudon, and yakitori 
• Popular dishes : shasimi, shusi, Domburimono, tempura, sukiyaki, sahbushabu, okonomiyaki, 
• Drinks : sake, Shochu, Japanese whisky, Japanese wine

Sports 

• Sumo Wrestling  : Sumo is a competitive full-contact sport where a wrestler attempts to force another wrestler out of a circular ring or to touch the ground with anything other than soles of the feet. The sport originated in Japan.

Japanese Martial arts or ways

• Aikido
• Takagiri
• Iaido 
• Judo
• Jujitsu 
• Karate
• Kemari
• Kendo
• kenjutsu
• Kyudo (Japanese Archery)
• Naginata
• yabusame
• shooto 

This is my favorite part in Japanese festival, Cosplay and Japanese cover band
Cosplay
Cosplay (costume play)  is a type of performance in which participants don costumes and accessories to represent  a specific or idea. Characters are often drawn from popular fiction from Japan, but recent trends have included American cartoons and science fiction. Favorite sources include manga, anime, tokosatsu, comic books, graphic novels, video games, hentai, and fantasy movie. The sensation is we can meet a fiction characters from our favorite anime or tokosatsu. Take a photograph with Cosplayer, it's really fun. If we so interested with it we can also be a cosplayer. 

This is Ichigo Kurosaki from Anime Bleach 

This is Misa Amane from Anime Death Note 

Japanese Band

Japanese band have a unique style that different from other country. They also have their own genre. The genre from Japanese band is Visual Kei, this is the popular genre. But not all the band use this genre. For a people who really interested in everything about Japan like me needs some music to complete everything. But, I can't meet my favorite band from Japan because their too far. So, I'm glad in Indonesia there are some bands who covering the Japanese band. The covering band usually perform in Japanese festival. Their style is the same as Japanese band. Wow... although they're not perfect but I like them. 

Jellyfish (covering Band of Alice Nine) 

I took the picture when I attend a Japanese Festival in Pancasila University 

This is Alice Nine the original Band from Japan. 

I think it's enough about my explanation. Thank you very much for reading or visiting my blog. Arigatou gozaimashita ^^

It Hurts

The time goes by so fast
and I'm still here, waiting
I feel so empty
Thought I don't want to give up
but there's no power to stay still 
there's no hope for you and me 


why is this so painful?
I wish I'll never feel anything, I'm tired
so broken inside, I just wanna scream laud


Chorus :
a thousand sword  tearing this heart
a billion arrow showering this heart 
it hurts, hurts me so bad
feel like I could die
turtoring my feelings, , I can't stand it anymore




you, you're the person  that I should hate
but I was blinded by love
I don't want to believe
'cause this pain is too much 
why I can't hate you?
I'm crying and screaming, you'll never know


everything useless, drowning so deep 'cause of love
now I know, love is nothing. Nothing for me.. 


Writen By : Maria Jenny Kristanti (M.J.)

Blind

it's hard to see the light
it's hard to see you
everything so dark
feel so alone, so alone


why it has to be like this?
why it's just me who feel the pain?
crying inside my heart
screaming, but no one hear my voice


I want to forget, I regret everything
you just leave me here and never comeback.


Chorus :
you're the one who can make me feel this way
your soft kiss, your gentle touch
make me feel so blind
I'm blinded by your love
I miss you like crazy, so crazy
feel so blind, blind, so blind.....


when it's you everything feel so right
but you never understand
I'm the one who to blame
is that all  my fault?


your so selfish, but I can't hate you
you know that I already blinded by you
stuck with a stupid feeling
I really can't control my emotion


everything is you, everything is you
I will never forget, you and me in the sweet memories




writen by : Maria Jenny Kristanti (M.J.)

Distance

how wonderful this life
if we were together
just you and me, alone here
spent our time together
just the two of us


how wonderful this world
if I can have you here with me.
everything full of love
so happy till the end of time
you and me


but the truth is I can't make it happen
and the truth is we can't be together


chorus :
there's the distance between us
a great wall that separate us
I can't break it away, feel so weak..
I feel so broken inside
everything faded away
there's no love, there's no hope


now everything changing
feel so cold, this so painful
just can watch you from the distance
I can't touch you
I can't reach you, my dear....


I hate this feeling when you're not here
I hate the distance between us. Please save me I'm broken..






writen by : Maria Jenny Kristanti (M.J.)