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tanyaku, apakah memang hanya kamu yang bisa membuatku merasakan itu semua? Atau akankah aku bisa merasakan perasaan itu lagi?

Tuhan... Kau tau segalanya tentangku.. kau tahu apa yang bisa membuatku bahagia yang tidak bisa diterima oleh manusia pada umumnya.. Bila kau tahu.. aku harap aku bisa menemukan dia yang bisa menyentuh hati ini sampai ke dalam...

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Unseen People

Hi.. My name is Jenny

If you see me or for everyone who knows me I might look like a normal person.. Healthy and fresh.. For people who just met me and barely knows me they will never know what my problem is.. Mmmm I don't know if it's a problem, a diseases, or what..

I was born with disability called low vision.. Cause not much people knows about it so I have to explain myself over and over again.. To be honest, I'm not sure if I understand it myself.. Since I was a kid I already did so many medication going to one hospital to another hospital to find a good answer and be healed.. You know what? The answer is the same.... The doctors said that it cannot be healed and the worst part is I may not be able to see again..

Now I'm already 27 years old.. Struggling everyday to survive this life.. I know there are so many people out there who have a condition more worse than me.. But, I wanna ask you if this kinda thing happen to you what will you do? Nobody wants it.. Nobody ask for this..

Now is the reality.. How much chances that disability people have to find a job and make money to survive this life? It's only 1% especially blind people or people who have bad eyesight it would be more difficult to find a job.. So.. please.. For Indonesian government and for our beloved president, we don't ask much.. We just want this country be more aware, paying more attention, and giving us a chance and make the society and company understand so they can be more kind to us. Our life is already tough we need your consideration and some easiness to survive this life.

Thank you and im sorry if there are rude words in this blog.


Best Regards,
MJ

Bitterness of love and hate

Well,  I don't know how to start but I just wanna share what's in my mind that made me think i'm crazy and need to be heal..  Think whatever you want cause everybody have their rights..

I actually been broken for this past few months..  Someone who I trust the most,  who I give my all with,  and who I love suddenly become a big liar and betrayer..  We've been together for seven years,  we share many things but that person made a huge disaster into my life.. This person think what this person done is helping me, but the fact is this person is really wrong..  From that moment I realize this person only use me for earning all the benefit from me..  I lost everything my time,  my money,  myself, and my family for a long time that I spent with this worthless person.  I don't know what was my relationship with this person back then but I remember clearly that we made a commitment and this person double crossed me..

It's not only that the moment I lost everything that person got everything..  So I start  questioning where's the justice?  Why i'm the only one who feel this painful situation,  why not that person?  That person is doing something terrible but that person got everything?  What the....  I'm lost,  angry,  disappointed, lonely,  upset,  got nowhere to go,  and i'm almost ending myself..  You know that word when you feel so depressed.. But I try not to..  Cause I still have the one and only reason to live is my family..  They never leave me,  they always accepting me for who I was and what i've done..  And I'm so so sorry that I left them for a several years just because of that stupid materialistic person.

I stand up slowly to get back on my feet without using a getaway..  My family there watching over me,  my best friend there  giving me a support and he always remind mo not to fall into the same mistake again..  Now that I live my past behind sometimes I just heard something from my friend that they updated about that person do in social media or what the fuck that person use..  Well i'm just giving my big smile..  Cause every single thing that person try to get are fake..  None is real cause life wasn't about living in a romantic stupid drama..  That person update this,  update that,  share this and that,  make a story that looks like everything is fine and happy..  Trust me it's all bullshit..  That person only need people attention,  that person only need a confession from others,  and that person is very thirsty of all that things..  That person will do anything to get that although that person have to hurt others.  I start to think maybe i'm not the one who need to heal cause i'm not faking anything..  That person need to be heal...

You know i'm not a religious person but I still have my faith in what I believe in as a Catholic people. And I've been away from God for a long long time but when I step on my feet to Church again for Easter Mass I feel like home.  The epic thing happen is when we renew our Baptist vow and the Father throw the water at us,  that water touched my head and suddenly I feel God touched my heart..  I feel like crying,  i feel like I'm missing Him so much..  At that time I know God is never live me i'm wrong if I questioning Him,  He never left and He always there..  I'm the only one who left Him behind..  Now I know what I need to do and i'm not lost anymore.

From all that bad experience I have confess all my fault and what I've done is wrong...  Now I'm trying to be a better person..  Not the best person but better..  Nobody's perfect..  I'm just hoping someday that person won't living behind all lies and start to accept  whatever that person are.  Cause looking at you,  i don't see happiness I only see a denial and lies..

Soccer Player Profile

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Stephan El Shaarawy

Early Life

Stephan El Shaarawy was born in the Italian province of Savona on October 27, 1992. His father was of Egyptian nationality and his mother was Italian, hence the nickname which he would later obtain as the "Il Faraone".

Genoa

El Shaarawy started his youth career with Serie A side Genoa; he was scouted at age 14. With 2 years of tough training and working his way up in the youth ranks, El Shaarawy's talents were remarkable. He was called up to the senior squad when he was only 16 years and 55 days old.

He made his debut in an away match against Chievo, coming on for ten minutes. He became the fourth youngest player in the history of Serie A. In that season he only made 3 appearances and made the bench many times.

Padova

In the season of 2010-11, Stephan El Shaarawy was loaned out to Padova who are in Serie B. During his loan time at Padova, El Shaarawy quickly emerged as a key player, leading his side to the promotion playoff finals, where they unfortunately lost to Novara. However El Shaarawy was awarded Serie B Player of the Year in 2011.

AC Milan

On June 25, 2011, Stephan El Shaarawy signed for Serie A side AC Milan. He made his debut on September 18, 2011 in an away game against Napoli in Serie A in a 3-1 defeat. Three days later, he came on for the injured Alexandre Pato and scored his first goal for the Rossoneri in a 1-1 draw against Udinese.

The first half of the season 2011-12 went very well for Stephan El Shaarawy making a total of 7 appearances, rumours spread that El Shaarawy would be sent out on loan again. After having talks with the coach they both reached a mutual decision, in which El Shaarawy would fight for his place.

It was then that his performances for Milan began to improve and have led him to becoming one of the most highly rated youngsters in Italy.

The following year, Stephan El Shaarawy signed a new five-year contract with Milan. He scored his first UEFA Champions League goal on the 3rd of October against Zenit St. Petersburg thus becoming Milan's youngest goal scorer in the competition.

He then went onto to score 2 goals against Napoli in an important league match. His form didn't stop there. Goals came in the next game against Catania scoring 2 goals with the final result ending in a 3-1 victory.

He finished the first half season as the top scorer in the Serie A with 14 goals, and was also Milan's top scorer in all competitions with 16 goals. Eventually the Italian side managed an impressive third place finish.

International Career

Stephan El Shaarawy was originally qualified to play for the Egyptian National Team, but was denied by current coach Hassan Shehata. El Shaarawy then chose to play for Italy; he started with the U-17 team where he took part at both the UEFA U-17 Euro 2009 and the FIFA U-17 World Cup.

On August 15, 2012, after years of work and progression, he finally made his senior debut for Italy in a 2-1 defeat in a friendly against England. He scored his first goal for Italy on his third appearance, which was on November 14, 2012 in a 2-1 win against France. 

This year He ended His contract with AC Milan and transfer to france league. He sign new contract with AS Monaco. 

Source : http://www.history-of-soccer.org/stephan-el-shaarawy.html

Football Player Profile

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Marco Reus

Early Life

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Marco Reus was born on May 31st, 1989. He is the son of Manuela and Thomas Reus. He has two older sisters.

His parents recognized early that Marco loved to kick things. For this reason, they sent him to play soccer for PSV Dortmund when he was four years old. Two years later the Bundesliga giant, Borussia Dortmund, contacted his parents.

He started playing for Dortmund and continued until he was 16. At this time he was told to leave the club as he could not keep up with the standard of play for the team.

Reus then moved to Rot-Weiss Ahlen. In the 2008/09 season, he played his first year as a professional player in the third highest German league and found success. Borussia Mönchengladbach saw his potential and gave him a four-year contract.

Borussia Mönchengladbach

Gladbach paid about $1 million for Reus. He scored his first goal in the Bundesliga on August 28, 2009, having to make a 50 meter run to score!

After several good years, however, Gladbach started struggling again in the 2010/11 season. Nevertheless he scored a goal toward the end of the season that kept Gladbach in the Bundesliga.

The next season would be completely different, not only for Gladbach but also for Reus himself. Reus scored 18 goals in the 2011/12 season and was a key factor for Gladbach placing 4th in the Bundesliga!

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In his contract extension in 2010, Reus has had a release clause for $18 million. This clause enabled Borussia Dortmund to sign their former youth player in the summer of 2012.

Borussia Dortmund

Reus had offers from several big European teams including German record champion, Bayern Munich, but he decided to go "home".

Dortmund is the club he loves and he never wanted to leave. Reus signed a five-year contract. His start was amazing. He scored twice in Dortmund's first round match in the German cup against Oberneuland. He also scored one goal in his first Bundesliga game for Dortmund when they beat Werder Bremen 2:1.

Source :http://www.history-of-soccer.org/marco-reus.html

Intro

Sketch Band / Sketsa Band

This is my band.. We're just a simple ordinary group of people who try to enjoy our life with music. Maybe one day we'll be famous, but I know we're still far from that word :D

I'll introduce the member of my band
Guitarist : Abdul Qadir Zailani (Oding)
Bassist : Zikriansyah (Zikri)
Drummer : Luqman Mustofa (Luqman)
Vocalist : Maria Jenny K. (It's me)

For now our activities are covering song some of them are japanese song, we also in progress to write a song so we have our own single. The Genre of this band is Pop Rock.

Anyway I just want to introduce my band, so someone will now if we are exist..  Nobody is perfect and keep respect each other. Peace!

Written By : Maria Jenny Kristanti
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Review Movie

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We're The Millers

This movie was released on august 2013. Directed by Rawson Marshall Thurber.  I know this isn't a new movie but I would like to tell you this is an interesting movie to watch. For everyone who haven't watch this movie, this movie is so recommended.

Jason Sudeikis as David Clark / David Miller, a drug dealer who forms the Millers

Jennifer Aniston as Sarah "Rose" O'Reilly / Sarah Miller, a middle-aged stripper hired by David to pose as his wife.

Emma Roberts as Casey Matthis / Casey Miller, a runaway and thief hired by David to pose as his teenage daughter.

Will Poulter as Kenny Rossmore / Kenny Miller, David's 18-year-old neighbor posing as his son.

Review
David is a small drug deller. One day he had been roobed because of trying to save casey. His money lost and he had much trouble with his boss. To solve all problem with his boss he agreed to  smuggle marijuana from mexico.. So he created a fake family and he can get the marijuana and cross to mexico using his fake family and they pretend to have a vacation together so no one will get suspicious with david. So much trouble happen in their trip, they have  a conflict too. But there's a comedy inside this movie and I think the comedy so funny it can make you laugh and laugh.. so entertaining. . 

Thank you for reading this. I recommended this to you guys. Wathc the full movie and I guess you'll agree with me about this movie.. Thank you very much. 

Source : Wikipedia Free encyclopedy